no more motivation for school. there is nothing. when i was little, school was so easy, so it was easy to have motivation. cause you didn't have to try that hard. my motivation was always to have good grades because that would make my mommy proud. but now, that's not enough. now my motivation is, quoting terence, "you don't wanna end up like me. try hard in school." that's not enough. i will try, but try hard? i need MOTIVATIONDAMMIT. being dumb around smart people is the worst.
Thursday, 08 October 2009
ap euro sucks.
Monday, 07 September 2009
soo like i wanna paint my room. the colorr scheme iss a teal colorr, a magenta ish color and orange. orange being the main color, magenta the next, and teal just being the accent and offset of the room. i want a new desk. one that has drawers. i want my handmedown couch to be a different color. i want my own bedspread. i want a new chair cause my butt hurts all the time when i sit on it. i want to find a lampstand for my lampshade that i got from urban outfitters like a year ago but didn't get a lampstand because we thought i already had one but it turns out it doesn't fit.
it seems like i'm not me. i'm somebody else. i feel like a poser. i feel so fake.
i think we both know you're wrong. but only one of us want to admit it.
Monday, 06 April 2009
haven't posted in forever. seems like forever. bet it was like a month. well.
"Ignorance is bliss unless it's you that's being ignored."
i'm good at rambling.
Sunday, 01 March 2009
there's something i actually have something to write about. theriault assigned a 150 point project, and you can do anything from writing to listening to reading to whatever. there's no surprise as to what i chose. listening. loljk. i chose writing. duh. but idk what to write about. noone will answer me. i can team up with someone though. i choose not to. so writing. it's gotta be worth 150 points, which means it has to be epic. like epic epic. i think i wanna write something that's around 20 to 30 pages, and have a playlist for it. that'd be pretty cool.
idk what to write as a quote. hmm...
"The real friends are the ones that you can talk to for a long time, still have a good laugh with, no matter how the distance, time, or personalities have changed you."
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